Dear diary,
I'm gonna be 19 years old in 2 months. It should be a proud thing to be 19, I guess. Well, things doesn't work out for as it should be.
I'm a soon to be 19 year old girl, but you know what made me different from others?
My outlook.
I'm a 19 year old girl with a 14 year old body. Well i think we gotta change it to 12 already.
Duhh 12 yr old girls already start to "grow" boobs and I don't.
I've been struggling on this "situation" since 14 years old.
No one ever knew how much I suffer, From the laughs of people, from those criticizing words.
Why me?
I've cried for years, having no "'solution" to it. I tried to ignore everything about it. I've even tried to accept myself. But how can I when it is so obvious that I don't have. I've tried...
But, why me?
Why must it be me? Why can I be like other normal girls? Why can't I be a normal girl?
WHY...?